woo hoo ! finally changed my blog address to something more simple... wanted to do this long time ago but was juz simply too lazy...

Yesterday was a horrible day for mi... but i have managed to pull myself up after stepping out of the bathroom this morning, telling myself to put everything behind and forget about it...
A recap: In the morning, i called up SIM to tell them of my decision of switching to part time course and they accepted my application. During lunch time yesterday, we went to Swensens to have farewell lunch for Yan Zhuang, one of my Starhub colleague. Unexpectly, i received his sms telling mi he missed mi, luv mi n stuff. Of course, i was happy at that moment. Then , back from lunch , he talked to mi on msn with all the sweet stuff once again.
Some of the stuff we chatted about :
Blah Blah Blah~~~~~~ -_-'' says:
would it be too much to ask for u to let me know u love me everyday?
cheryl says:nope...
cheryl says:y suddenly ask mi this?
Blah Blah Blah~~~~~~ -_-'' says:just wanna know
Blah Blah Blah~~~~~~ -_-'' says:cos i feel sometimes i dunno
Blah Blah Blah~~~~~~ -_-'' says:if u lurve me
cheryl says:
wad makes u think so?
cheryl says:
sometimes , i feel the same way too...
cheryl says:
as in whether u really luv mi as well
Blah Blah Blah~~~~~~ -_-'' says:maybe cos i dun get to hold u close to me as often or hear ur voice .
At this point of time, i was thinking why was he suddenly so nice to mi today . Has he done something wrong or he wants a breakup? I find it so damn freaking weird. All these thoughts were gone when i received a call from SIM . I could not be transferred to part time. Disappointment. Really great disappointment in fact. I needed someone to talk to. Called Ry but she was not available. Called him as well. No answer. But he called back immediately. Unexpected again. And so, i told him how upset i was . But he asked mi to think of the way i did things and look at the results. I know i always do things last min. It is my own fault lah. Only have myself to blame. But i juz have this sudden urge to switch to part time after weighing out the pros and cons. Juz that the feeling came too late ma. haha.

I pretended to be happy when i reached home. But nobody cares anyway. I thought about wad happened the whole day . Guess he has a motive for suddenly treating mi so well. He juz wanted mi to go n look for him since it was his off day. Wtf. Why should i go n look for him when he scolded mi crazy when i asked him to come look for mi? And when he knew i was not gng to look for him, his attitude totally changed. We can only tok a few sentences each day if not surely will quarrel. Don't tok better lah. As for my SIM thing, i shall mug like mad everyday since i studying full time and get a First Class Honours. i muz be dreaming again. hahaha...