Long time since i last blogged... since this is supposed to be somewhat like a diary, i shall write down wadever that had happened since the last time i wrote...After the prevoius entry ( National Day), i met up with those starhub pple for KTV! It was the'highest' KTV i had ever been to with them. haha. Although we sing n scream till veri nan ting, i found it veri veri fun. It could also be a gd way to forget all ur troubles. hehe. Oh. and that nite, i was supposed to meet up with him but i didn't even feel like meeting him at all. I rather meet up with those starhub peeps. Come to tink of it, i din meet him for 2 mths le n i dun feel such a great deal. Seriously jia liat lah cos in the past, nv meet for one week oso buay tahan. haha.On Saturday, we met up again at Esplanade to watch fireworks. I LOVE to watch fireworks!! So beautiful sia... After that, went back to east coast. back to where i came frm. haha. n sat by the beach chit chat...The next day, i met him at orchard and we go eat crystal jade, watch the movie CLICK. Hilarious, Meaningful, NICE movie... After sending mi home, i thot abt many stuff. Raymond told mi before to follow my heart. To mi, following my heart is juz to be with someone u love. But now, as a r/s progresses, following ur heart is not the ting to do. U have to tink bout the future. I dun see any future with him at all. cos i cannot accept his backgrd n his way of doing tings. And of course, i could not stand him smoking n smoking non stop.On Tuesday, went queensway to meet Sharon n ry then ended up quarrelling with ry in front of Sharon. We managed to settle things peacefully in the end at nite. It was then that i realised i willingly chose frenship to r/s...Friday, went out with ry to shopping n i bought this white bag... everytime buy sth will be so happy one... dunno why oso... haha...Many tings happened to the both of us nowadays ... He is in some kind of trouble. he told mi that " sorry if i contact u so little these few days. It is unsafe to be seen with mi. Let u knoe when i have settled everyting."and a few days before, he told mi he n his fren r in hospital. They were being beaten up. Seriously, he needs mi now. But i'm selfish. I chose to give him up at this pt . I told him that " shi ni bi wo de". i feel bad but he did it to mi first so i guess how i feel abt him now is the result of how he treated mi in the past. And he isn't treating mi that well now either.I am selfish . Unlike Jaymie who is willing to stand by fish n helping him although how he had treated her in the past...Last nite. went to Marina Bay to have steamboat . Yummy! So, actually, its juz mi , Daniel n Sharon. Din expect Zhi Xiong to come. I dun want to see him oso. Juz make everyting feel so awkward. We were once so close but now we dun even tok. Throughout the whole outing, i feel so out of place lah. After eating, went Esplanade again cos i din want to go back so early n i din want sharon to go back so early so we went to somewhere near to have Hagen daaz. And then, Daniel send mi hm after that... Took one pic with them ytd... look above...