Last evening, he suddenly called mi juz before i left my office. Really so unexpected. And so i chatted with him happily till i reached my ah ma house. And our conversation ended with him asking mi to call him when i reached home so that he can continue toking to mi. But, i didn't because I was busy and i do not have the mood to do so. Wrong choice. In the morning, i received his sms saying that i was supposed to call him and that he wasn't impt to mi at all. Of course, this is definately not the case. And that sms sounded so familiar. It was sth like wad i sent him in the past when he did not call mi back. haha.
But , why do i feel so guity now when i didnt call him back and when in the past he didnt feel anything at all when he didnt return my call?
Why do i feel that i was mean to him ?
Now, we quarrel till veri jia lat liao. No trust btn us. And i dun think we will be meeting later in the nite anymore. He will definately want a breakup. Its my fault lah, so i have myself to blame .