went to highlight n cut my hair but like no difference actually. haha. Nobody notices it in fact. The guy who did my hair quite shuai... haha... and he gave mi his number cos he want mi to intro more pple to his shop.

Met up with Raymond after his interview on Monday at Chinatown n i told him i highlighted my hair. He asked whether i used highlighter is it? haha. Found it quite funny. And so, i told him everything bout mi n Kevin n he said he got a gut feeling that everything will turn out fine. And a few moments later, he contact mi again. And once again, we quarrelled. He said i can blame the whole world, why not blame myself? I told him that i have changed a lot cos of him already and asked him why he cannot change oso? i said " u noe i dun like u to smoke so much. How come u cannot change n u still purposely smoke in front of mi whenever u get pissed?" And since then, he has yet to reply. Maybe i'm really childish. Raymond said it is not easy for a person to quit smoking. What's more, Kevin has start to smoke since young n almost all his close frenz smoke. So, maybe its really mean to juz use smoking as an excuse to defend myself. But i dun want to care anymore. Its beyond salvagation. Pple might feel i'm so weird n void of feelings that i dun even feel sad now. Its cos i have cried so much cos of him in the past already...

Went for the HP interview on Monday... but still no news frm them... so sad : (