I have never even imagine my life would change when i got this new full time job. When i was searching for jobs about a month ago or more, was so delighted that i got a job! But , right from the start of the second week onwards till today, i almost dragged myself to work and will tear quite a few times. The people there are horribly selfish. I guess its cos i am such a small fly in office. When the newcomer is of a high position , everythins will set up n welcome him with such great importance.
I become so stressed of asking qns when in doubt and even antisocial. But whatever, i shall change my attitude from now on. Treat them as pple who i ask cos to complete my job and after work , just heck n dun be unhappy.
I will do my best to keep up with this attitude and not waste my tears on it although sometimes its just uncontrollable. Probably just treat it as a phase in life to train mi up. Guess the corporate world is too tough for mi.
To Jaymano: I knoe u will read this someday . Jia you in ur job too after ur fren leave for AUS.