Last Friday, i met up with my cousins to celebrate my grandma bday. I dun really like my mother's side family cos i cannot click with them n i find them all veri proud. And guess wad , one of my cousins ( think she's only 16 yrs old) brought her bf , Gary, along. And he really looks a bit like Cao Ge. haha. After that, i got nth better to do n went to Bukit Batok to look for him. I even brought Qing Tang for him. Stood there for around 15 mins n took cab back. Nth interesting.
The next day, mi n Jaymie went back to work. I really didn't mind gng to work. Mainly cos i can pass time here n get paid. I didn't want to stay at hm n brood over the unhappy things. Told Jaymie wad had happened on Friday n she said i was too nice already. I agreed , but in a foolishly stupid manner. I have tried my best, i have been real nice to him n i have done everything for him but he doesnt even appreciate single bit. In short, he doesnt 领情, as quoted... haha. just one song to describe everything. 对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过. haha.
And hey Ah Kow gal, really thanks for the msg. We muz encourage each other n be strong!
Yesterday, i went for the enrolment talk at SIM. Didn't noe a single person there. Was all alone. So sad :( But, i got to noe one veri quiet girl in e end. Before that, ry called mi n scolded mi for being so stupid. After the whole bronchitis incident , i kinda finally woke up. What's done has been done la but I finally noe I meant nth to him at all. Why should i let him do this to mi?
I still want to find out how is he n where is he now as he havent been online for days . But now, when i thot of how selfish he is , i juz think it is not worth it . He might even think the same way n that i'm not as caring as his ex but i 付出 a lot already. Enough is enough. Even if i die becos of him, he won't even bother.
oh wells , he juz came online n is at his workplace so i guess everything' s fine for him already. That's gd. and i will 默默走. Too 夸张 rite? haha. he juz msged mi whether i went to work or not. Cos i blocked him n he could not see mi online! wahahaha.
The next day, mi n Jaymie went back to work. I really didn't mind gng to work. Mainly cos i can pass time here n get paid. I didn't want to stay at hm n brood over the unhappy things. Told Jaymie wad had happened on Friday n she said i was too nice already. I agreed , but in a foolishly stupid manner. I have tried my best, i have been real nice to him n i have done everything for him but he doesnt even appreciate single bit. In short, he doesnt 领情, as quoted... haha. just one song to describe everything. 对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过. haha.
And hey Ah Kow gal, really thanks for the msg. We muz encourage each other n be strong!
Yesterday, i went for the enrolment talk at SIM. Didn't noe a single person there. Was all alone. So sad :( But, i got to noe one veri quiet girl in e end. Before that, ry called mi n scolded mi for being so stupid. After the whole bronchitis incident , i kinda finally woke up. What's done has been done la but I finally noe I meant nth to him at all. Why should i let him do this to mi?
I still want to find out how is he n where is he now as he havent been online for days . But now, when i thot of how selfish he is , i juz think it is not worth it . He might even think the same way n that i'm not as caring as his ex but i 付出 a lot already. Enough is enough. Even if i die becos of him, he won't even bother.
oh wells , he juz came online n is at his workplace so i guess everything' s fine for him already. That's gd. and i will 默默走. Too 夸张 rite? haha. he juz msged mi whether i went to work or not. Cos i blocked him n he could not see mi online! wahahaha.
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