SIAN LA. DONT WANT TO THINK OF IT ANYMORE

Just back off la, talking to mi when u need mi, then ignoring mi when there are guys around u, then getting mi to teach u ur work when i am good at maths.
Pls dun take mi for granted. I dun understand why pple like to get close to u when u r so bitchy.

Tk not here today hehe

I already put down the knot in my heart, after gng through so much with him in the weekend, i know i love him n he loves mi.
Although a bit mushy to pen it down , u r my 一生最爱的人
I watched the Dark Knight with Samano n Jaymano. Not a bad show but i still fell asleep, no matter wad show i watch, i will fall asleep.
The weekends just ended in a blink of an eye. How i wish i have more time for the weekends.

I wasnt even given a chance to explain. i really didnt vent any anger.
no matter how much i have done or i have changed, i will nv win them.

Yesterday after work, met up with ZM. Havent met her since last yr Nov.
We went to eat at Cuppage Pontian Wanton Mee and then went to try clothes till the shop close. Fun trying clothes. She really looks nice in all sorts of dresses cos she got the height. But i dont have :(

Yesterday, tk scolded wilson. thot he was in a good mood. first time see him so fierce.
Going to be one week i cannot see FLhai. And we quarrelled cos of this. cos last nite i suddenly got this feeling that he wont miss mi at all. but he say he will lah. can say nice tings haha .like maybe we still have plenty of time to spend together as we have our whole lives. haha. like this sound veri sweet rite. but i knoe he is like that de , he veri seldom say nice nice tings. hehe. silly .

Listening to 我爱的人 now. Lin You Jia's voice together with the lyrics i reading now makes the whole song super touching.
我知道故事不会太曲折 我总会遇见一个什么人 陪我过没有了她的人生 成家立业之类的等等 她做了她觉得对的选择 我只好祝福她真的对了 爱不到我最想要爱的人 谁还能要我怎样呢 我爱的人 不是我的爱人 她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人 她真幸福 幸福得真残忍 让我又爱又恨 她的爱怎么那么深 我的爱人 她已有了爱人 从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能
每当听见 她或他说(我们) 就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

Just back from lunch with my dept pple.
Made a new good buddy hopefully trustworthy haha.

Yesterday after work, immediately at 6, rushed for my driving. End up I reached half an hour earlier! Reached at 7 instead of 730.
So waited for Mr Poh and yesterday he let mi do a few left turns on my own.
Then, when its time to go back, he let mi off at the 61 bus stop. There oso got 65 but dunno whether should i take 65 all the way from office. Scared i will be late if i have to reach at 7 .

Last evening, Flhai ask mi to meet him at Funan. And i reach there on time! Den he bring mi cross the road and opp is fort canning and nearby is the Bungee Max at Clarke Quay. And he told mi he book the tix for spore flyer n the Bungee. Scare mi like crazy! luckily he nv lor if not i box him then he fainted then when he wake up den i tell him i ride liao haha.
So, he brought mi to the bottom of fort canning there then ask mi wanna go up or eat first. Of course eat la! haha. But in the end, we didnt go up.
Before walking to the Central, I took my present for him out, its his fav comic Bleach and my note to him. But he got no present give mi. So sad!! But he gave mi the la bi xiao xin VCD i can watch at home. So cute n funny!
So, he brought mi to Waraku! The Potato Mentai is superb! I really really like it lor. I ask FLhai dun order so much . order one main course can le then order other small stuff. If not confirm cannot finish n waste money. So we eat till i cannot eat le cos too much ramen. The softshell crab oso nice! The soup oso!
After eating, he say its time for some dessert, 50 cents MAC ice cream haha. So we walked towards mac then he suddenly go to the quay counter buy tix for the boat ride. So i took the sweetest boat rite with him from clarke quay to esplanade and back again. Took many pics of the scenery and few pics of the both of us.
After that, we took bus and he sent mi home. And we waited together at my place downstairs for his cab to go home.
Its a happy day and a brand new year !

Today is a special day!!!!!!! 21072008

Went for my first practical driving lesson yesterday!

Got my PDL liao!

Shall listen to Gu Gu words.

Dunno is the injection from the dentist or some other reason, feel so weak n giddy now.

Now I'm all alone for lunch.

Guess i should just not rely on others too much le.

I wanna go sign up for driving le.

I guess no one stands by my side now, recently after many things, realise that those i regard as true frenz n true to mi r actually not the ones. No wonder pple say to depend on ourselves.

As i typed this post, tears started to drop as i feel that i am all alone.